Might tell you if you ask. 

(Please understand if I don't. HAHA. =P)

Xanga isn't cooperating!

Tiff

Two weeks of no fellowship and no church, is no good. No good at all... I only barely survived with the one walk with Jesus around the neighbourhood for like 40 minutes after dinner with no phone or whatsoever (oops... my parents were kinda worried >< ) and enclosed areas like my bathroom when I couldn't take it and just beggged that God would piece my life back together again.

And guess what... He did His thing again this weekend.  I regained my joy and hope and focus again through yesterday's YF!!!!! Broke down during worship cause I was just so overwhelmed by how merciful and forgiving our God is...
Despite being rather cliche, "A thousand times I've failed, still Your mercy remains, and should I stumble again, still I'm caught in Your grace" still struck my heart. (: 

I just pictured in my mind my incredibly weak self falling and falling and falling... and being caught by my awesome Daddy in heaven. HOW COULD I EVER have done such things to disappoint Him again and again..?

WE HAVE SUCH AN AWESOME SAVIOURRRR!!!
I know I can keep going cause He died so painfully on the cross for us and is gonna carry me through each step of the way. 

And cell group discussion was awesome cause Isabelle contributed much to keep our brains working and I managed to clarify some of my doubts!!
Love the sinner hate the sin, while standing firm on your ground.

Yep.. 

And oh well... I'm casting Time Traveller's Wife aside...  
Horrible Promos //:

I hate thinking so much unnecessarily... It distracts me greatly. So actually all the time (24/7) I'm spending on mugging and thinking about mugging, can actually be cut short by a lot.  ):

How?

I'm constantly praying... Constantly praying...

And guess what conclusion I've just come up with?

God made me go through all this s* in life so that I can warn others about it and give them advice. (: Like Ee Ming, who's probably "me" since 26th July.

Haha.

I've come out so much stronger and less gullible - and I thank God so much for that. 

Back to Reality

I will not allow myself to be made use of ever again

and running on

Never gonna stop running

till I finish the race

for Jesus

020909: I've decided to just stay in one world now - 

and you're not gonna be in it.

You, Are not. Going. To be. In. It.

And I mean it when I say I kick you out

Let's stop pretending we can be A F. Like real.

Terribly is not a word sufficient to express how I feel man... /:

I seriously need to start KNOWING the people around me better... Otherwise I'll really lose all my close friends. And I don't want that to happpenn. 

Biking gets my mind off stuff... (Y)
Was supposed to bike with my super fit church buddy Nigel just now to Potong Pasir but I suddenly got bombarded with so much work.. So had to turn him down. Argh ): (He originally suggested MacRitchie hahaha)
NEXT WEEEKK MUSTTTT GOO